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Tuesday 31 March 2009

Today started wonderfully...
With my parents nagging and nagging and nagging-.-
It's really irritating
anyways...school was fun. I spent my whole day reading MARKED...it's actually quite interesting;)
So, At first i was planning to skip choir and go to Tm early with my cuz. But i changed my mind....i went to choir. We claimed our choir uniforms and Practice for SYF.
Only have one thing to say abt the uniform. PURPLEY GOODNESS!!! [Pur-pel-y)
haha!
Then i went home and made my dad bring me to Tampines for guitar class and i used the bag that Tita Lan bought me...oooo THNX!
Yea. nth much to say today...

oh yes....CHOIR AIN'T PERFORMING FOR SPEECH DAY!!!
and SKIPPING SCHOOl ON 9 APRIL! *we're excused* Don't need to bring any books but bring choir U and white shoes...kay?
haha
Oh! So sorry Adil....it seriously just blurted out....i was hyper...i didn't mean it....i swear...IM SO VERY VERY HUMONGOUSLY SORRYY!
FORGIVE ME!

what we could have been, 06:37.
Sunday 29 March 2009

I spent today going to vivo and eating at Marché to eat lunch
Then we walked around and saw an awsome camera....costing abt $2000. So im going to skip lunch and junk just to save up to that much!
Wish me luch yea...
and well...spent the whole day reading my new book.... and readig midnight sun again
Yes....im a total twilight obsessed fan.
Anyways,
Nth much to say today other than a motorcyclist banged into my car. And he tries to put the blame on us...
Ah who cares....im a pro at putting the blame on someone else...
Nth much to say today...THe end...babu!

what we could have been, 05:35.
Saturday 28 March 2009

French tuition : Interesting
Physics Tuition : BORING AS HELL!
Today was ok...i guess
French tution we went through things for my Test on monday.
Physics tuition wasn't that much help either.

So, walked home and we rested for a while.. i watched HOUSE. Very interesting. I also chatted with Kevin, Christian and so on so forth.
Anyways, we then went to fetch my Cuz, ATE Jhe - ann from the airport. We ate at some foodcourt and then we went home to do Earth Hour!
Yea, a lot of people didn't do that because, they dun care abf the Earth!, or maybe im just being paranoid. All im saying is it was freaking hot at home.

Anyways, my bro and me kept arguing abt who sleeps where?.... still deciding who sleeps where
Damn irriating!

MY bro just loves to irritate people.....i feel like killing him! argh! so irritating....
anywas....starting to get pissed off...nvm
VAMOUS!!

what we could have been, 06:09.
Friday 27 March 2009

Nth much today...
Very light bag though.
Subjects today : EL, SS, MT, Math, Assembly
EL: nth much to say, other than Ms chua gave us extra time to study for our SS test. All of us thought it would be a written test

SS: The test turned out to be a quiz. I didn't get called up though. Luckily! haha

MT: we stayed out of the library for a while and well, talked. We did went into the library to check out other schools that i may want to transfer to. We had an early recess. we went off at 10:15. hey, free period, who can blame us to have an early recess

Math: We had our E-maths test back. Yes people! The hard one, which Ms Dawn promised to be super easy....-.-lies..... Anyways i only managed to get 60% for that...aka: 15/25, BT (below target)

Assembly: i didn't bring my tie. But the Assembly was interesting as there was an ex-offender. honestly, while she was talking, i thought she was going to cry, because of her tone.

Anyways after school i had to go to a NEYA meeting.... it was really interesting. We had to plan a Learning Journey for the teachers....00000! B4 the meeting, one of my friends asked me," why is Sucipto, like shy when he sees you?"...that got me thinking...lols...But i guess it just because his shy...
haha...
But that is also when i found out that the school is trying to win a NE award. Someone, somewhere, is going to interveiw some of us and see if the school has many NE activities. Not all NEYA's are going to get interviewed though. I'm going to get interviewed. Wth right?. I mean, she didn't even ask me....Panic mode! haha lols

After the meeting. Wan yi and me went to TM to find a notebook where i can store all my notes. But not b4 buying another ring....haha.. The notebook cost abt $19. so now, i have to save all over again. IM BROKE PEOPLE!

So i went home. rewrote my notes, watched CSI miami, Sleep, Chat online and now writing this.
I am going to reclean my room now so ...BABU!

what we could have been, 06:16.
Thursday 26 March 2009

Who is participating for Earth Hour?
Well i am....so yea...
My cousin is going to be here for Earth Hour so...wahaha....bear with it Ate Jhe.
Well, yea...school was boring...as usual
But the worst one was Maths. We learned surds. I HATE SURDS! can't use my calcu. eh
Anyways, Im trying to lessen my use of "....."
It was a habbit of Wan yi's and it rubbed off on me, and Adil for that matter
So yea.
I was really mad at my Physics teacher today.
Just because i did not see the question properly he said this :-
Denice, read the question properly, use your eyes. Is there a problem with your eyes? I don't think so, so use them..."
I was really irritated by that. I mean, who does he think he is? His just a teacher, He can't talk to me that way. He doesn't even give us back our test papers.
-.-"
Anyways, When u got home I called Wan yi up and had a lil chat with her.
Yeap. that's all for now. I gtg tution...babU!

what we could have been, 01:57.
Wednesday 25 March 2009

Today we had school as usual....



But the interesting thing was after Recess....Social Studies and Maths were canceled because of the IPP excercise....haha...



We had to seal all windows and doors.....for 1 hour....No electricty too....i was very hot in the classroom....



But while we were putting up the trash bags to seal the windows...Me, Jessah and Joo Eun played with the scotch tape....putting it on people's backs...hehe



I would love to put up the photo's i took....but....rather not...






Anyways.....After school had remedial and junk



On my way home....i saw Shahib...and damn it!...haha...Anyways....I stopped by Eastpoint and went to popular...



Boought a Crystal Puzzle.... A rose



I don't know why....but i love roses....it's just beautiful...



Anyways....went home and it took abt, 30mins. Tops!. to comeplete it....



and i also took some pictures of that....





Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Do you want me,
to stay with you?

haha!

what we could have been, 04:01.
Monday 23 March 2009

today...wasn't that bad
Woke up at the same time....bla bla bla
Classes were bla bla bla
but i have closer ties with some people....... After school i went straight to Bishan
While waiting for the bus...i was listening to my songs...and i didn't noticed jessah was there too...
so like when we were in the bus...we sat at different seats....but when it was time to get off....there was a very idiot man....Spit on the bus!?....Damn him! I mean that was so sick right...
anyways Jessah was on her way to Paya laybar.....and i was on my way to French class...that was when Ruswin called me and said that they weren't coming!...and i was like WTH!....felt like skipping french class...but rather not
So...Adil was like decieding if he should go....and he didn't....was a little disappointed there....anyways....I got my French books back...
I think im improving....i have a 60% confidence level, that i would pass this time..
so like....b4 i went to class....i went to 77 street (or wadever it was called) and bought a handphone strap...
and yea....it's awsome...haha
so like...i went to french class after taking care of some library thing....*missing book*
Anyways.....class was so slow...OMG!...i spent most of the time smsing others....
Names : Julian, Adil, Joo eun, Kevin
Saw kevin that day too.,...he looked weird in blue.....*no offence, kev.*
Blue is an awsome colour....haha. Well....saw kev. with a girl again....and oddly...the girl looked like one of my classmates...that was the scary thought...haha...
Anyways.....
Went home alone...sad right?....coz Adil didn't come to class...and well....i do remember the odd thing was.... i spent my break @ Library.....really hard to believe....but as u can see from my older blog posts....im changing back to my old slef....:-P
Yeah.....guess i'll end here.....
Vamous!

what we could have been, 06:06.
Saturday 21 March 2009

My day started at 12 so....
12a.m : my family and me went to watch dragon ball...-_-" . Yea...it wasn't as bad as i thought....but it has no link to the animated one.... the show finished at 1+ i guess....
we went home and slept
I was woken up by my brother at 11:00 a.m because my french tution teacher came..haha...I had class first and practiced Conditional Passe and how to congregate stuff....
Then my mom found abt Adil....at first she was pissed...but then awkwardly...she was fine after that....she was really conserned coz..she says that malays are allowed to have 4 wifes??...and because of our diet...and she also says that...Catholics aren't allowed to marry Muslims.... Well i got 1 thing to say abt that....I DON'T CARE!...
Anyways...we then went to Expo to check out furniture and designs for our new house... um...there was a thing there.....like free samples....of some thing.... then i took abt 20 of them....*you were suppose to take only 1* hehe
Im going to turn them into bookmarks....and well....give it to some people i guess?... ok maybe not...it's mine...

Anyways.... Me and my tution teacher told me some interesting things.... It may be sick...but it's interesting... Contact me if u want to know yea...

what we could have been, 07:11.
Friday 20 March 2009

Today, got up at around 6:30a.m
and went to school. We had warmm ups and a revision b4 we went to VJC for the performance...
But when we got there...Surprise, surprise. Clarissa was there
Ok...nth much to say....we went up and perform, we went down from stage and heard other choires sing...
But i'll remember 1 choir, VS and their "Meow, meow" song....haha
Anyways.... i wasn't really paying attention coz, i was playing a game on someone's phone...hehe
But i was also disappointed... because *one particular reason*
Anyways, i got over that i guess...then i changed my cloths and watched a different movie...-.-'
then went to BK to eat....walked around the mall and then went home
B4 we went home.....we had an interesting chat....very interesting...^^
Anyways.... i found this very nice poem....

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared his love,
Once I was by his side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
His grace so great,
His beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe he had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

I don't know why? but this poem speaks to me....

what we could have been, 03:58.
Wednesday 18 March 2009

hmm...
Choir was ok...i guess...
i was kinda hyper....but now it's gone...drank coffee
So like, During choir, Mariel and me decided to play a game...each of us would say 1 syllable each and make a nonsense word....
we made this:" Teacupehlolo..."[ tea - cup - eh - lolo]
then we made a song out of it....haha...
then at around 1+, He smsed me! yay! his back! i was literarly going insane without him.....Shahib and Christian should know...i was actually hitting my head till it hurts....anyways
I think i pissed him off....sry abt that dear, u can do the hair for hope if u want to then, just remember the hat...or i'll be laughing my guts out...
and well....nth much to say... other than...ME IS TIRED! no more insanity, that's no fun......
Anyways, Ms lee shared an interesting story of a Crow bullying a Cat....
Ms Lee's story :-
" So I drove pass a cat, a really fat cat, and it was minding its own busniess when suddenly a crow came and attacked it for no reason. The cat didn't move at all. And the crow did that for abt 5 times. And when i was driving back, the stupid cat was still there....."
Okay, maybe it was way more intesting when she told it....but that's all i remember her say...
anyways.....i dunno wad else to say...
gtg do hw now....babu!

what we could have been, 00:12.
Monday 16 March 2009

Hi people of the blogging world! a.k.a, friends!
okay...so this year, i ain't being my normal self anymore....
ok....let's list down the following things that i think i have changed in

  1. I do not Smile alot in school anymore
  2. I always do not do my hw
  3. I don't turn up for every choir practice ( too busy -.-)
  4. I do not hang out with wan yi and gang
  5. Not meet my expected goals
  6. Trying to be a mature person
  7. Being EMO! ( penknife went staby staby stab stab stab )

So....those are the things i pretty much changed in.....i guess... hehe....So after much thinking ( ok, not thinking ,persay) and after much Finding....i found my old self! TADA!!

hahaha!, The happy-go -lucky Girl i usually am. =). SO! these are some of the characteristics of my old self

  1. Smile everyday, even when it's a bad day
  2. Be damn guai ( ok....not so guai;))
  3. Turn up for every choir practice , even if i have to drag myself
  4. Hang out with wan yi and gang
  5. Do not be too damn shy!
  6. Talk alot of nonsense
  7. Read interesting books..hehe
  8. Be Extremely Lucky!!
  9. BE CHILDISH!!! WHEE!!!
  10. Forgiving person
  11. Hot tempered...( still working on changing that)
  12. Making up my own punch lines or copying punch lines from TV or people....hehe

Well....i guess that's most of my characteristics....:) I'll try stick to the old me...it's so much more fun than the person im being this year.....

So, i need you guys to tell me if im being boring....coz honestly.... IM NOT KNOWN TO BE BORING!, well sometimes yea....but still....ME IS NO BORING...E

haha....Btw...I love my hair...so soft, so silky, so retared....haha.....thanks Andy, for the treatment!

So....how did my day went so far,...im guessing im gonna put up 2 posts abt today coz it's only 12:42 pm now...

so here it goes...

Oh well...i'll stop there yea...the day still goes on....I WILL RETURN! BAM BAM BAM!* scared faces*.....haha

OMG...im totally going insane.....Argh! I miss Adil!! I hate it when he goes to camp... i always end up with nth to do..... But....his finally coming back tmr,...yay!! hehe...

Ich liebe dich! Ti amo! Eu te amo! ¡Te amo! Je t'aime! Я тебя люблю! Ik houd van u! Σ'αγαπώ!


what we could have been, 21:28.

It's that time of the month again!
and DAMN it!
when i woke up this morning, i was having stomach craps that i din even leave my bed until 1pm... then my maid said,"Better not go choir today, since u will be standing alot, im sure you would faint".
Yes! that's how much it hurt ok!?....

Well....bored today, since my baby is away in camp.....i have no sms buddy, but i guess that's a good thing coz, the last time my smses went to 3000 messages and my bill skyrocketed.... anyways, This moring, din even leave my bed, asked my maid to bring me my lappy to my bed adn wow....the instant i went online...Kai xiong talked to me....he must be really bored....
Oh...i talked to Kevin too....
Then when the stomach cramps went down, at around 3+.... I finally got off my bed and ate lunch and so my normal routine.....
*note to self = Must go choir tmr....dun care if stomach cramps or not......*
so yea....if your reading my blog Ms lee....there u go!!.....-.-"
anyways.....i stayed in my room the rest of the day, doing holiday hw, French project, English project....
yeap...done a few things....amazingly...
OH! Belated happy 23rd Birthday Kuya Mark!.. Enjoy your time with Ate Grace, and 4 years this june.....wow!!
Wan yi! i found 1! they lasted for more than 3 years....haha

what we could have been, 00:49.
Sunday 15 March 2009

Today was okay, i guess
Went to cat. class, then went home.....and then we went to Tampines Mall, We ate at Swensens...i had my usual, lamb chop, and well.... after that my mom, Ate MJ and me went to Minibites (or however it's spelled) and bought a hair band and a ring,
I also became a member..... 15% in anything i buy at minitoons or minibites

And i pretty much slept the day away.... But....i watched my shows, and stuff...
and Finally .....SWEENEY TODD was shown in HBO from 15 - 22 March!
I love that show......ok...it may be gloomy and emo....
But i like the songs....i really think that Johhny Depp's voice is really nice....and he says he can't sing.....actually his voice is a lil sexy i think...
The show....i also enjoy the blood shed...that is awsome...YES! I am a sadistic person!..@_@
hehe...
Well....the only thing i learned for that show, NEVER MESS WITH A MAN WHO HAS A KNIFE IN HIS HANDS
haha....
Also.....Sweeney Todd is interesting coz, In fact, it is a true story...
As my memory serves me right....
In the 1980's there was a demon barber that killed people in his barber shop and Mrs lovet uses the human meat to make into pies and serve them to her customers....and well...business went well from then on....
Anyways....Choir practice tmr....argh! Well....1 thing to mention, If they say i can't join SYF, then who gives a damn!?.... i don't even like choir....it's really not my thing!
okay...i should stop here...im starting to get pissed off....-.-***

what we could have been, 06:38.
Friday 13 March 2009

well... as the title says....GOTTEN MY REPORT BOOK BACK!
Here's the results
--------Subject---- Mark(%)- Grade---- Rank

Average: 68.0% MSG: 2.6 (expected MSG: 3.8) EL+MA+B3:13

Class position: 5/40

Urgh! i know...sucks right? i mean...i was aiming for 3rd position and was aiming to get at least a 75% on average! Wonder why i din get it....maybe i din try hard enough....

oh well.....wad's done is done....

Again....today passed by quite quickly..... um...we got our report books during CT. And Gayatri cried coz she din get the grades she wants...and she is afraid that her mom would scold her....

Anyways.....I was also quite pissed coz....i worked hard and only ended up in the top 5!?... why not top 3... yea...damn disappointed with myself there...

so yea...then we had choir rehearsals...

N i found out...during the holidays...there is choir training every damn day...like WTH right! Then we went home.

My mom and me went to cut our hair....and well,.... I LOVE IT! maybe....

haha....i'll end here,....BABU ppl!


what we could have been, 01:39.
Thursday 12 March 2009

Well....today i have 2 tests
  1. A-math ( i dun think i did that well)
  2. Mock test for NAFA test! ( didn't go so well coz...i walked)
  3. Geography ( it turned into an open book test)

So...I left my pencil box in the music room...and my calculator was in it...so i used my old one...(the sucky one)....and well....

We had English first...we discussed abt the Project and stuff.... But my group did nth...-.-...irritating u know....it's like the teacher gave me a dead group....(NO OFFENCE)

Then P.E...

we had to run 4 rounds around the school...and well...i did...18mins....i guess that's a fail.....

anyways..Jessah and Joo eun cheated...and well....we caught them and they still denied it....come on!...we saw u do it...jsut admit..it's not like we're gonna tell the teacher...

A-MATH!

we thought that there was gonna be a test before recess....but i was accually after...haha

we did filing...i forgot to bring my a-math file....-.-...

Then GEOGRAPHY!

ok, so like the whole class was like complaining coz the paper was so hard....haha

then during the last 20 mins....she let us use our textbooks....and it became an open book exame...our class rocks with the complaining part...haha

A-math...

THe test was so hard! omg! i felt damn lousy after doing it...

I skipped qn 2 and 3B....just so i could do the other questions first...but in fact that there was no time left to do any questions after i did the last one....argh...im so gonna fail it....but still...there's a slight chance i might pass

then the rest of the day was boring...

Except during 4 - 5+....yea....

so now im just taking a lil breather here....and yea

NOW i gtg fot tution....see ya!!

babu!

OH! ....btw choir members who sees this blog!

REMEMBER THat there is a choir rehearsal tmr for speech day! plz turn up....Inform me, the leaders or Ms toh if u need to be released earlier...


what we could have been, 03:39.
Saturday 7 March 2009

SO!

today i woke up at 5+

i guess

and relaxed/ downloaded songs into my HP until

6+....then i went to bath and wore

choir shirt(baggy) and my pants(baggy)...haha

i looked nice, just needed to wear a had and some bling

n i'll look like a hip hop dancer or a rapper

ANYWAYS! we went to somewhere....

and choir practice till 1:00pm

There were 2 other schools there....um....forgot what they were

but...still...

We practiced White horses...

then when it came to the ending part

each school has to sing 3 songs...i think it was 3

Well...i don't have the score for 1 of the songs but

LUCKY..i learned that song in Primary school....

so i can remember the lyrics and jsut sing it

and well....after that...

I followed MS toh to Raffel's city....and met mariel at a shop

then i went home...

after that...i had french tution

we revised the topics which i am going to be tested on...

yea....

so now...resting so i gtg


Au revoir mez amie!

hehe...


what we could have been, 01:51.
Sunday 1 March 2009

Day 1:
Well....i was really pissed, coz i was not sick and i have to go to camp!
and well....we went to camp and we were group 8 and our instructor was Adam
haha...we made fun of Adam koo and stuff....
so we reached camp....which was at woodlands
and then we had a breifing and hut allocation....3A1 and 3A2 were SUPPOSE! to sleep together
but apperently...sonly abt 4 3A2 students slept with us...
but the good thing abt that is....More space for us... yea...so todays activity = High elements
So i was the second to climb the rock wall....and sadly...i din manage to go to the top....i blame my height....coz...i couldn't reach the rock once i went to a specific region of the rockwall...
then after i climbed....we talk and talk abt something inimportant ....and haha...stuff
Then we had dinner i guess??...and then we bathed....then we had another talk....and suddenly the instructor called me...i tot i was in trouble or smth...and so did the other 7 students.....and interestingly....we were kidnapped and our group had to find us and rescue us...it was a lil scary coz it was in the dark and it was freaking hot there....so some people...zhi qin and co. broke the rules and the fun of them finding us ended coz they told everyone...
i was found the 5th i think....then was carried to the MPH....SCary!..i will never let anyone carry me ever again! i know i sound like not trusting them and stuff....but...i seriously have a hard time trusting people.....but hey....who could...then time to sleep...
it was really hard to sleep that night coz
Everyone kept talking...it was so urgh!....but amazingly i managed to sleep....

Day 2:
Woke up at 5+ and just changed
so...i didn't eat breakfast....coz it looked gross....Blech!...and we went to go to another High element place....basically the easy stuff....so....i din do it....reason?...
THE HELMET WAS TOO DAMN SINKY....it messes with my hair and nose
so....after that, we had lunch....Rice, Chicken and vege, i like the chicken....but still...we had to wash our own plates?? want to die??
After Lunch, we went to do Rafting....it was ok ok...The fun part was:
going into the water part.....
But i totally regret doing it....because it suddenly started raining....the good thing abt that is coz...we didn't need to plat nature rumble....a.k.a MUD!
but it was cold...coz im wet and the instructor won't let us bath....or change.....-.- irritating u know...
i was freezing cold....and we had to dance??!!
so we finially got the sance steps and well...we bathed....
then we had the campfire....yea....honestly that was fun....Hari kissing another person that is...now...why did they do that?
Reason: each group had to take 2 people and do a scene from TITANIC...haha...hari was dancing with this guy...and then looked at each other and pretended to stare into each others face and then they kiss on the cheek....UNDER AGED LA!!!!
then we ate supper and went to bed....

Day 3:
Woke up, packed up and stuff and ate breakfast...it was ok...i was the first to finish.....and we had to do the Duties at the washing bay...most of them listened....
but when me and siow wei were cleaning the utensils a guy suddenly sprayed water on us...that idiot...i had no other shirt to change into....ok...maybe i do...but it was at the bottom of my bag...so yea
and the instuctor asked the people who bullied us..." You enjoy to bully my girls ah!??...FUN OR NOT? stop it ah"
he called us his girls coz....well...our group is full of girls haha....
so yea...we then had to clean the campsite....we cleaned the staff toilets...LUCKY!!! when we went there...their toilets has a heater and shower and WTH! i wanna be the teacher for the next camp la.....
we cleaned the boys toilet....well....it was not that clean but...yea...they considered it clean
the rest of our group cleaned the girls toilet...and well... we were done cleaning the boys toilet so we relaxed and stuff....we had to throw the contents of the Bin away.....ANTS!!! damn it....so many ants...*goosebumps* then we went for the next bin....OMG!
ants around the bin, in the bin, under the bin...i swear who could miss that? so many ants..!
i din bother to clean that....wad i wanted t do was....take my water bottel and just kill them all!! or burn them!...but then an instructor washed them away....Mr raihan said to let them live...don't be so cruel....well TOO BAD!!! i hate ants forever!
so we relaxed until the bus came...talking bla bla bla....and well...the bus came...
went home by my father...
and my mom allowed me to skip mass to rest....so i slept.... and now im writing this...haha

Resalution after camp:
Sometimes, i can never count on anyone else other than me.....after the camp....i discovered some people help me because they also could get something out of it.... They don't give a damn about what others (sometimes)
and well....they just don't care about me.....
I HATE BEDOK TOWN SECONDARY...MOST OF THEM ONLY KNOWS HOW TO BULLY OTHERS N NOT HELP THEN AT ALL!

Thanks for keeping my hopes up kevin. Ur a great friend! Wan yi too....but sometimes your a lil self absorbant....but hey...so am i..

thnx a mil. guys...

what we could have been, 02:19.

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