That was how I began to understand life, a lady whom people looked at in disgust, a lady whom people insulted, a lady who on busy days and peak hours, wouldn’t even be spared a glance; what more sympathy. My conscience was in turmoil; how could a homeless person understand so much about life, how could she; who have never been out there calculating the stock prices or audited major companies know so much? The nights I had were then spent with her, each hour passed learning countless lessons of life. What amazed me was that she told her tale of virtues through the songs that were played on the battered jukebox; some of them were played millions of times yet each time, a new lesson is unveiled somewhat magically, it was as if fairy dust were raining down on us. I would just stare with my mouth hung open, listening tentatively to what she had to say and finally, after what seemed to be an endless road of enlightenment, we would say our goodbyes and go back to the life that saps out the very core of us.
The next morning, I woke up, got dressed and rushed to work; facing a huge pile of paperwork that never seem to diminish in thickness. I used to sigh; bemoaning my bad luck but still manage to finish up what had to be done in time to catch the last bus home but now… Now I look at the mountain of paper and ink and think: Is this what life means? To slave over something that nobody would look twice at and go home each day with an empty feeling in me? No! I refuse to believe that; what more after I have been enlightened by a homeless woman. Then the thought struck my mind as if Zeus himself lost his composure and went berserk. How cruel could life be, to leave a human being so intelligible, as precious as her to fend for herself on the streets and let these idiotic bunch of arrogant shallow humans to rule a country. It made me burn inside.
As usual I met her after the city itself has calmed down; when the fumes from the cars thinned and the depressed occupants get drunk alone in their living rooms. She was there as always, huddled in a corner with a thin piece of cloth failing at its job to keep her warm. At that moment anger filled my heart; how could God allow this to happen? Why? At that very moment, she looked directly to him and exhaled.
“My boy, you should never blame God for what is happening in this world. The fault lies in every single on of us here, including you and of course, me.”
“But you don’t belong here. Not on the streets. You belong there,” He pointed towards the skyscrapers that mocked the clouds, “You are the one that has every right to be there, governing the way we live.” Her eyelids drooped and suddenly she seemed so fragile, even the wind might cause her to shatter into a million tiny pieces. Then, a fragile woman she was no more, for her might returned to her and she cleared her throat.
“Tell me. Are you going to chat with me the whole day out here in the cold or are you going to treat me to a warm cup of instant coffee? Come on child, the jukebox’s tale has not been fully sung. You obviously have more questions and I have a feeling that the songs that are going to be played today will be able to help. Help me up.” I grinned at her statement and extended an arm so that she could pull herself up. We made our way past the ever-suspicious alley cats, up a few steps and into the warmth of the diner.
We sat down away from the wild teenagers and chatty waitresses and made ourselves comfortable. When the staff understood that the only thing we wanted were cups of coffee as long as we were there, he raised an eyebrow discreetly, shook his head and walked away; the sole of his old sneakers making a scratching sound due to the sand attached to it. We sipped our coffee and then there was a pause; as if the world had stopped revolving for a few seconds in acknowledgement of the little joys of life and then she broke the silence.
“So what would you like to ask me today? Come on now, don’t be shy.”
“I have been thinking…” I absentmindedly toyed with the greasy spoon left on the table, “How have you gained so much knowledge and yet, stop me if I offend you, you are a homeless person. A bum. It’s just outrageous when I think of it, surely you are able to find a job and get a roof over your head.” She laughed and shook her head as she would every time I asked her a question.
“How do you define a home my boy? You said I’m homeless but to me those streets are my halls, the garbage bins are my furniture and the stars above are my chandelier.” At that very moment, Motley Crue’s Home Sweet Home started playing from the old jukebox. I feel astonished every single time. “A home is what you want it to be, when you run away from one, it is not always as an act of anger or depression but sometimes we humans need to find some other place where we could be cosy. It may be a dilapidated motel room; it might be under a bridge or in my case, the streets. I love the feeling of just being there, there is so much to see, so much excitement. Everyday is an adventure, a new tale of conquest.”
“That… does make sense actually. Have you ever had a feeling of wanting something more? A better place?” Again she laughed.
“We are human. It is in our nature to improvise; to better ourselves in every way. However, sometimes; if we’re lucky, there will be a place that seems so heavenly that you’re heart will say: No! This is the place where I belong. And at that time, my boy, you will understand that at certain parts of our life, we could be satisfied with what we have. Again I stress, if one is lucky enough.”
“How about loneliness? Surely you get that?” There was a crashing sound. Some teenager was kicking the jukebox. Apparently, it wasn’t in working condition any longer. Then, after a moment, Elvis’s Are You Lonesome Tonight floated out of the speakers. I shuddered. Every single time. The songs seem to fit whatever the topic was. The woman just smiled and took a bite out of her bread.
“Yes, I do get lonely but then I look at the vast amounts of people who have loved ones right in front of their eyes; yet in their hearts they are lonelier than I am. It is written on their faces, it shines out from their eyes.”
The conversation continued and various topics were discussed. Of course, a fitting song for each of them was aired each time and I would shiver in excitement and fright. I looked at my watch. Only an hour had passed. The night was unusually long to night. I brushed the thought and focused my attention towards the woman, suggesting that we took a breather after the long conversations. It made me feel somewhat bad to let a woman of her age to entertain me for long periods of time. She agreed and after a while, a song that I loved was played.
“This is my favourite song. As a child, I would listen to it for hours and I won’t even feel bored. You know it?” I closed my eyes and waited for a reply. It came quite slowly, as if she herself was enjoying the music.
“Free Bird. Such an enlightening song. It represents so much.” She opened her eyes and fell silent. It did not occur to me that she expected me to explain. She raised her right eyebrow and tilted her head; a sign for me to go on.
“Whenever I hear this song, I could picture myself sprouting wings and flying away, not looking back at whatever it is behind me and just fly away to a destination that is not on a map. The song represents freedom that is achieved by leaving all that one attaches himself to in the world.” I took a deep breathe and exhaled audibly. It felt good to have said something that to me was very intelligible. However, I realised that she wore a veil of discontentment over her, an aura seem to envelope her. “Why? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing is wrong child. It is not my right to question your interpretation. However, the way you think is exactly like the common people nowadays. Do you not feel the sadness of the person that is being left behind in the song? Don’t you even feel the pain that the man who wants to be free feels? He needs to leave everything, everything behind! There is a price for freedom and in this song, he is determined enough to pay it off but still, his pain is very well stated in this song.” She sighed. I was dumbfounded. All that she said was true; it made all the sense in the world. How could I have not sensed it? It was repeated throughout the song. I felt disgusted with myself. I was… similar to all those people out there…
We went our separate ways then; I went back home to the comfort of my bed and she returned to the company of the alley cats. However I found myself visiting the woman much more after that, sometimes I would skip work just to gain what I thought was more valuable from her.
Approximately a month later, I went to see her. I searched the alleyways and behind the dumpsters; asked the ignorant public but to no avail. A voice screamed in me but I silenced it, there was no way she could leave without saying goodbye. I sprinted towards the diner to find it deserted. The empty chairs and polished tables added to the eerie atmosphere. I inched towards our usual seat, my heart raced and my throat dry. She wasn’t there. I collapsed, my body felt numb and my tears which had long been idle, flowed; branching anywhere it found a restriction and ultimately it fell onto the floor. She was gone. Just like a spore, she followed the wind to another foreign place; untraceable. I wept; the light of guidance was now gone and I’m stranded in darkness, all I could do was try to reason out why it happened but my efforts were futile. Then… the sound of a complex mechanism at work, a record is slotted into place. The battered jukebox. I rushed towards it and gripped the sides till my knuckles hurt.
“Come on! Tell me something! Please!” The answer? A familiar song. A very good one too. It starts with a continuous plucking of guitar strings, a sound of a man clearing his throat. Immediately the tears ceased to flow, instead I stepped back and closed my eyes, losing myself to the sound of Pink Floyd echoing throughout the diner, the streets outside and the stars or chandeliers. The song played and played until the jukebox ceased to function, a scratching sound followed by a crackling one and finally, an abrupt end.
Pedestrians and regular visitors of a diner frowned as they see a man huddled by a corner near it. Some were puzzled by the fact that it was now a man and no longer a woman. They stopped to ponder about it for awhile but they were disturbed by the expensive gadgets which they labelled as their life. He would just smile; he knew what it felt like being bound to those things. After all, he once was but now no longer. Some lucky ones had the privilege of being enlightened by a peculiar way, he explained life by showing photographs of what seemed normal to many but as he started to explain, they would see the images in such a beautiful manner that they understood what he was trying to say, it captivated them, enchanted them in a way. However, others marched on with their lives without ever noticing him. He never felt insulted at this, they were just preoccupied. The time will come for them to be enlightened; just as he once was by a woman and an old battered jukebox. So he waits, along with the alley cats as companions. He waits.
Drew this in school. I was bored.And had no one to talk to so i did that. haha...
No one to talk to as usual. haiz...
Anyways...today was filled with information about H1N1 flue. 2 of my classmates were staying home because they went to indonesia and thailand during the holidays.
And Blake was also quarantined because he went to japan. -.- Hope u could sms still. haha, it gets boring in school.
Ziana made an innovative way to eat the sandwich...without using her hands...use a
spoon and fork...haha!Nice one Ziana, But just wash your hands next time...
Afterwards was Geography. URGh!!! THAT!....that was super boring....she kept talking abt how much she expected from us, bla ,bla, bla...
We already know-.-
Thanks for the run through though
Anyways. Our classes Big Mystery now is......
Who would our FORM teacher be!???
I really hope it's Mdm tammy wong...and not Ms dawn Ng
Anyways, after school, i followed Gayatri to take the mrt. Her first time taking an MRT alone or since ever.So yea, i was kinda worried to let her go alone..she could have gone to the wrong platform and stuff...then she'll cry again...OMG..not the crying....lols
Anyways, the rest is history. When i reached home, I went to buy some drinks from Sweet talk. Then i went back to my computer and chatted on MSN. How i wish adil would go online and chat again...n not just go online for his homework..-.-
so let's see...todays total smses from him...1! isn't that a nice number....at least there were 13 on sunday...haha. Who cares...i love him anyways...
But do tell me if there is a book u recommend on reading...must be interesting ha...lols
Still waiting for tempted to hit the shelves...Erick Night looked so much hotter in my mind...lols...
Tempted! come out soon, i wanna see what happens to Zoey...haha, 
Heart shapped cookies just for u bhe!
I finally found out how to make the icing..yay! haha
Come on, i had to learn myself here...give me some credit.
Anyways, today was awsome. Had french tuition. And then i went out with my family to some mall at Jurong. I bought a few things at a shop. But basically, we were there to find computer chairs for our rooms. We searched for hours. It was super tiring. Of course, we got hungry again..hehe. We ate at The Cartel. i think that's what it's called. i dnt remember. But the dessert there tasts so plain. blech!
We went back to Melville park to get a few of our mail. Then we went back home. Reached home at around 9 or 10. Then i went online and chatted with Eidrian. Good luck with ya girl! haha..
But i was super glade that Adil smsed today...i dun mind getting in trouble for him. But he ruined my super great plan. To not sms anyone today...not anyone...
But i can't resist...i jst had to reply...
TmR is the last day of the holidays...urgh...not fair...
Guess im making Brownies tmr with my mom again. yay! it must have fudge...mmmm fudge...
Gah! i really need mariel now...im starting not to be crazy anymore...guess school might help me go back to my normal self...
Anyways..PEOPLE STAY CLOSE TO BRO!!! HE LOVES ALL OF US. AND HE DIED FOR OUR SINS.
im guessing u know who im talking about now eh? btw...David! Close K Na kay bro??
Baduy mo talaga....hahaha! no offence ha..=] lalaro lang tayo dito...
Bro! love u. Thank you for giving me everything i have ryt now. =]
Nites...
Rest In Peace Micheal Jackson
We will all remember you as the KING OF POP & for creating the moonwalk =D
Btw, this photo isnt mine, yea
Sad that he didn't have a normal childhood.
Most of the stories on Enews were about him today... i was hoping for another show to come up, but learning about his past was interesting too.
Anyways : today was fun. Smsed Kevin, Adil, Shahib and cynthia
I met Cynthia at the MRT station to pass her $12.
Kevin smsed about adil...
Adil...smsed replies of wat i smsed...lols
Shahib, was seeing how i was.
Sad thing is, i can't txt as much as i could anymore. It's aleady 800+ within less than 2 weeks...so 3 weeks with limited smses. urgh...that sucks..
Anyways, today i had to go for my attatchment. Barbara let me touch and do everything this time...YAY!!!. But i made a few mistakes. hehe..thank god barbara was there...and thank god i wasn't at the main church..allooootttt of things to remember of im in the main church..like what buttons to press to make the screan freeze, switch on and off, to go into a different folder without people looking. and stuff.
But the main church is a much busier place to be. And i was supppose to be doing that. Phew! and people tot AV was a very slack attatchment. Hello people..without AV, u guys can't go through mass properly anymore...u have to use the books again..which i think the church threw out a long time ago. Anyways, i came for my attatchment early and i went snooping around. I found a box with Holy water, Holy dirt, olive oil. -.- wth...
Anyways, for the Thanksgiving. there was one that attracted my attention. Name not mentioned ( Realese of evil spirit in body)
hahahahaha! that was really...odd, coz of all the time i've been in church, never have i seen that b4. Im sorry for Constantine though..died at age 11. so young.
But the rest of the day was pretty much ok...had fun talking to barbara during the mass.... I was told to do the "our father" every day....awww...
Will try
But after mass, I went to TM to buy a necklace...of coure it can't top the necklace that adil bought me. I just like it coz it's black..haha
then i went home. and my dad tested out the Internet connection... He was laughing at himself in the end...thought he was laughing at me -.-
haha..oh well...
Guess i found a lil bit of my old self again I'll tell u when i capture all of her from her little holiday in lala land or somewhere out there....
Babu people....Don't forget Micheal Jackson =] he was the star of the day today..lot's of tributes....His songs weren't bad...quite catchy
Far away in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.
Imagination is a very important key aspect of life...with no imagination...no new inventions.
Ok...So i haven't been blogging for a while. Is that a crime?
So? what have i been up to these past few days? Ans : Packing and Unpacking every stupid thing from boxes. But most of the stuff are out of those boxes. We just need to buy normal boxes so we could store the stuff that we don't need away. =]
yesterday's news:
Shahib canceled his plans because he has to go jamming with his friends and well. I tot, this isn't so bad coz i could still hang out with Adil. But the bad news, he can't go out.
. So, i spent the whole day at home, sulking. u know how sucky that is? Not smsing * fine, he smses but mostly abt 6 messages*. and we haven't met up for a long long time. Anyways, stayed at home, lying here, lying there....and jst couldn't be happy. Have been like that for a couple of days. I wish adil smses me as much as he did last time...oh well, things change...
Todays news :
Ryt now, im just waiting for people to come and fix the AC. Then at 6 go to eastpoint for tuition and then...go out for some shopping. =]. Come on, i deserve it. haha. School reopens next week... it has been CONFIRMED!! no more questions abt wether school holidaus has been extended or not. So i guess, see u guys on monday.
Hope u guys completed ur Holiday homework, or face the wrath of Ms Dawn Ng. 
oh god...why must she be our form teacher..*IF she is our form teacher*. That means 4 periods of maths. 
this spells BORING! i need to find a new interesting book and fast. i'll find one when i go to eastpoint. =]
Well, that's all for now i guess....babu!
Well....The photo's i took with Ate joy's camera (Love that thing!! AHH!!)
Note : i did not photoshop it...yet!
Yeap. i took the coke when we were at Fish n Co. was super bored while waiting for our food to be served so i took some snap shots...there were more, of course.
But i loved the Coke picture the best! yay!!!
Anyways, Today was a boring day. I spent the whole day reading my smses from blake and reading my book....it's getting to the interesting part now.
Wahahahaha. was bored at home so i just took a photo with my camera and just added the Ekay!
See. U don't need an LSR to make an awsome picture...hahaha
Ekay!
Lost my old happy-go-lucky self again...
Today, spent the whole day at home, I really didn't feel like Chatting or smsing or whatever! I just felt like staying home and sulking my whole day..
But i had to eventually go out to church for my attachment. GRR! i lost my paper!! Anyways, i have to ask Russell for a new one. If he will give it to me...
Anyways, after eating the communion, I felt as happy as ever, but when it came to around dinner time, it all went away.. I need to find out why am i like this...
I think it's because Blake is leaving....even though he promised me his coming back...i'll remember that promise boy!...If u don't come back...ur dead with me if i go to Australia...
I spent the whole day putting Blake's smses into a folder because it would be a thing to remind me about him. Im really going to miss him...I can't believe his leaving...ahh!!
Anyways, im not crying this time because, I already cried my heart out on Tuesday...but wanna bet, if i met with blake at the airport before he leaves, im gonna cry my heart out. Im sure of it.
Also, there's nth interesting today..But tmr, i'll be spending my whole time at the HDB!...watching people installe our cupboards into our rooms...
*HANDS IN THE AIR* WHOO!! so much fun! -.-"
BLECH!!! BABU PEOPLE! I'll tell u if i captured the happy-go-lucky-girl again yea!
Today i was suppose to meet up with 3 guys.
Adil, Blake and Shahib
But...before we talk about the meeting..
let's start from the beginning of my day....*Flash back*
Well, was woken up by my maids cooking today...*clink clink clink* -.-..and i couldn't go back to sleep so! I stayed up and watched TV
Then i had my breakfast. Went to the tv and watched "THE NANNY" old show i know....while eating breakfast.
Then i just stared at the tv because there was no good shows to watch....at around 9+ i bathed and then after that, my mom said we had to go to our new house....And bam!, there was when i started to feel like smth wrong is gonna happen today....
Anyways, when we reached our HDB T_T....we jsut dropped off a few things and went grocery shopping for cleaning material! whee! so fun yea...
Anyways, got back to the HDB and cleaned the dusty old marble floor and then i went off to City Hall to meet Adil.
When i reached there....Adil had been in city hall for the last 20 mins..aww..sorry to keep u waiting.... Then Shahib also smsed that he was already at City hall....Yea, took me a while before i could find him...becuase i couldn't recognise him because of his new hair style...
We then went to burger king and had some lunch...ok...Shahib and Adil had lunch.. But yeap! The awkward silence was there. We stayed at Burger king and waited for Blake to come. Thank god he came...he obviously broke the awkward silence with all his jokes...
Im literarly gonna miss those when he leaves.
Ok...We then looked through the newspaper given to me for free! FREE!!! and checked out wad movie to watch and the time. We had to choose between, Terminator, Hannah montana and Monster vs Aliens...i think
THen we had a vote...no one voted for hannah montana...*thank god*...and Terminator won the vote. Blake just kept making fun of Adil..poor him... I could tell he was irritated...
We took the mrt to Lavander and then back to douby ghaut. -.-' haha...Then Blake and Adil kept arguing about which is the fastest way to cathay so on so forth. Of course, Blake kept talking to Shahib....looks like he was having fun. I hope so..
We then reached THE CATHAY * cue dramatic music*
And we watched Terminator...But we were acting like kids b4 the movie started... While blake was buying popcorn and Soda...Shahib, Adil and me went to a different seat and tried to hide from blake...of course, blake found us..haha
Shahib was sitting beside me and Blake always tries to switch with him....Eventually, he got his wish...haha Yea, means he can see clearly that Adil and me are hugging and stuff. He pestered me of course....saying so cute and stuff...-.-'..ahh! i hate to be called cute...
Anyways, after the movie ended, and we were on our way to the MRT station when the bad thing finally happened....I FORGOT MY WALLET!!! AHHH!!!!! so i grabbed adil and told him to follow me...Apperently, Shahib and Blake followed...gosh, i feel like im troubleing them so much... Anyways, we went back into the cinema and we checked every seat...My wallet was nowhere to be seen...panic mode...i was definatly upset... But then 2 of the staff helped us out and told us to check the box office....grr, how could i be so careless!! im such an idiot...
We went there, and i was still being negative, thinking "wad if they didn't find the wallet, how am i suppose to explain that to my mom." and stuff like that...
I really needed a hug from adil or whoever....but mainly from Adil...of course he hugged me... and Shahib and Blake tried to cheer me up. Then the light shined! I saw the wallet and everything is still in it...i just had to fill up the form and get it back...
Thanks guys, really would have cried if i was alone or smth...i'll be in super panic mode!...U guys are the best....ur always there when i need u guys...Thanks so much!!! =]
Oh yea! Btw...Adil was also qutie panicky because, he had a camp today and he forgot! OH NO!! lols....anyways...We were thinking of different excuses to give the school and his mom for missing it...hope his doing ok now...
We were at Starbucks that time....talking about super randome things and sending songs and just enjoying life. Of course Adil brought back his problem time to time but...when he said those things...he was smiling...0.o hmm....
Then we headed off to the MRT to go home... Blake told Adil to hug me...of course he did...with a kiss on my forehead.... Then blake wanted a group hug..so GROUP HUG!!! haha... i was squished in the end...blech
Anyways....Shahib and me talked until City Hall then he had to leave...aww..im alone...haha
When i got home....i smsed Shahib, Blake and Adil- Thank you for helping me find my wallet...
Blake and Shahib replied...then Blake told me some interesting fact...just wad i wanted to hear...=]
My mom told me to skip my guitar class because i have to bring my cousins friends to the airport and have dinner there....
Anyways..All in all, i had fun....
I am also, a 100% sure, that im going to miss Blake when he leaves singapore...i got teary on the night he told me about it....Really wish u told me a year ago blake....and i wish i took u serisously.... I also wish that u don't have to go....please...stay...
Signing off....bye
hope ur doing ok Adil...and Blake...have a good life back in Australia....Remember me kay?
As i looked through the love messages Adil sent me in the past...meaning the first 5 months of our relationship. I keep remembering how much fun we used to have. Smsing, calling, and meeting up. But it all ended... Remembering those memories, i can truely say that i miss it...100% missing it
I mean, we used to be smsing nonstop daily...he would also tell me wad he was going to do and stuff... unimportant or not, he would tell me everything. He would sms "morning" or "good night, sweet dreams". But now, it's all silence...
He wouldn't even sms me if i don't sms him first. Yes, i've tried...
I din sms him the whole day...nt even a single sms from him... and i seriously can't take it anymore!
And even though he does sms, he'll only reply to a number of smses..i think about 5 or 6 and then won't ever reply...until late at night or the next day.
Today so far, i only had 5 replies from him. grr..it just makes me so mad...
AHH!! i can't take it anymore...last time, he would sms "i love you" or "i miss you" or smth like that but now, he doesn't even do it anymore... He didn't even reply to my last "i love you" sms... sigh...
I really feel like ending the relationship with him because, i feel like im always getting hurt over and over again...
Yes! Adil did apologise for the smsing thing...but the next day, the same thing happens again!... And sometimes, i don't feel like accepting his sorries because i know it's just going to happen again and again.
But that is being so unfair to him... and even if i do break up with him, im only going to break my own heart...including his....
I really don't know what else to do other than wish for things to get better between 2 of us
wishes :
- I wish that he sees this post and know how much i am really hurting because i can't tell him this face to face....
- I wish he would go back to how we chatted on the first few months of our relationship. And having no convo topic is not an excuse!
- He would tell me where he is, what he is doing and bla bla bla....i need to know where he is...
- He would tell me everything....important or not...
Well so far that's it...
sigh!...
But i also have 1 question for Adil..... Is this your way of breaking up?
Losing contact till there is almost no feelings between us....coz they usually say these types of break ups are painless....but to me..it hurts so much.....Whatever happened between us??
I am going to cry my heart out.....
Anyways, woke up at 7. And stared at my computer and the tv. There was nothing to watch. Except the Nanny. Love that show, even though it's very very old.
yeap. Then i had breakfast. Sunny side up! whee!After that i went online. And of course chatted with Jonathan. =] and smsed Shahib. Blech!One of my messages got stuck in the outbox again....grr..had to restart my whole hp. I think i passed 1000 messages by now...I think i really need the students plan. It might come very useful in the end. Unlimited sms...tempting hmm....haha
haha...
Anyways. Jonathan made his way to my place...and it was super early so we watched HTF on my lappy...yay to happy tree friends!
Then made our way to Eastpoint. I saw a really cute notebook. But i couldn't buy it because i had to buy Shahib's b'day present..haha
So i bought his present and then....went to tuition.... had a test....Logarithm sucked!
And, when i finished...Jonathan was still waiting for me...i knew he bought the notebook....i just knew it...and he did...-.-Of course i was super happy but..it's his money....oh..there was an extra thing...a bookmark...lolsdidn't see that one coming...
then we separated because my mom was coming and my dad is fetching us. So we went to our new place first...and may i say..IT"S SO DUSTY!!!! ahh!
But my room is awsome. Small but awsome...yes people..my brothers room is bigger... But still....i love my room! love it love it love it!*wanna bet...soon im gonna say i hate it hate it hate it!*
haha...that's all for now..i just hope my lil bro won't tell my dad about jonathan coming over.....because he has a very big mouth....anyways...
End of bloggy post today...=]
Here's a post of yesturday...a.k.a. Tuesday
Started the day with a fever. So i dragged myself to the couch and watched tv. Of course my lappy follows me wherever i go. I also brought along the book Jonathan bought me, "One drop of blood". to read.
So we chatted for a while and i decided to sleep. To make my temperature go down. So i did. I didn't switch the AC on and i just went under the comforter and sweat. Well, i think i did. Coz when i woke up, the AC was on. -.-
But my temperature did go down. 
So that meant i had to go to Guitar classes. But when i got up, went online immediately. Chatted with Jonathan for a while and then he asked if he could tag along to TM with me. And i said sure...=]
So i started getting ready for my class. And when i was halfway to TM. I got an sms from Adil saying that he and his family are at TM. So now i had a mission. To avoid Adil and family. =]
I managed to do that. And then Jonathan finally came to Tm. So we walked around and eventually went to Popular to buy his CD.
When that was done. It was a long time till 8. So we walked around.
Then Adil smsed me, "where are u?"
Of course we met up. Then he dragged me to meet his mom..-.-""
I think that was super bad. grr.... Anyways, Adil followed me to Yamaha ans so on so forth.
I am seriously gonna kill him for that.....let me think of smth.
After Adil left. I met up with Jonathan again. He looked very disappointed....
He then also followed me to my guitar class. And he actually waited for me till 9.... when my guitar class was over...i asked him if he was ok?...He just reasured me that he was fine.
So yea i shrugged it off. Then i met my family at my fav. restaurant. I bought my dinner there. And then i got the news that Blake was going back to Australia....grrr!. got a lil upset....coz that would be the 3rd close friend that would be going off to another counrty.... im gonna miss him....im sure of that....
Anyways....just kept smsing blake till he had to go. He now owes me a photo of himself...-.-
Anyways...that was yesturdays news.
