Last day of schooL!!!
Sleeping early is approaching fast.

Okies...Today, the only subject was Chemistry. After that, i had a early recess and go into the NEYA workshop.

During the workshop, we learned about Social Harmony and how important it was. But it was more of an Ice breaker for the new NEYA's of 2009. To learn tolarance, we played Twister. It was fun. But quite hard. I managed to picture the boys playing it

Anyways, after the workshop we waited for the bus to come to bring us to ISEAS.
The library was awsome. If the library in BTSS was like that, I wouldn't mind staying back to study in school.

Anyways, after that we learned how the group of ASEAN was formed. Super boring. It was so boring, the only fun thing to do is to slump into your chair. Yes! that boring!! Thank you David and Jonathan for smsing.....or else i would have died

After the excurtion, I meet Jonathan at Bedok interchange to have a shopping time. But there was actually nth to buy. So we just walked around.
Actually, while i was in the bus 225, I felt as though someone was watching me....but i just shrugged it off. Then met Jonathan at the Interchange. At first there was an awkward silence. But yea, we got through that. We then went to TM1 for a lil shopping, but as i said, there was nth to buy. so we walked around and then we went to action city and i bought an aroma thingy.

Then we walked and walked. And went to TM starbucks and i bought Java Chip. Jonathan tried some. He liked it!! whoo!!

So since there was nth to see at Tm or TM1. I decided to walk to church and use the toilet there...haha...jsut so i can wast time.

I saw barbara there. I gave her an excuse that i am busy at home. Then me and Jonathan ran out the church.. haha..

Then he followed me home. But i don't trust myself with directions so i went into my condo. And waited for the correct bus to come b4 leaving. Thanks for accompanying me Jon. =D

My mom then told me that we had to see the new house. It was quite nice. We also saw tita mirah's baby...so cute!!!

And now im at home with my lappy, watching TV and chatting with Jonathan...
the good part is coming in ghost whisperer...gtg..bye!

Today was very slack.
Went to school and well, had a Flowball (dunno how to spell) thinggy. And then we went to the Computer lab 5 to do a blogpost. But i can't use the computer, coz the internet didn't load. So i just stayed there in my seat reading a book. Completed it a long time ago.

I NEED A NEW BOOK!!!! GRRR!!!!!
it's super boring to re-read my books...coz u know how it ends and stuff. Then it won't seem as interesting as before. except for the twilight saga. i could read that over and over again. Yeap, true Twilight FAN here!! whoO!!

RECESS!!!! Had A burger and ice cream. While buying my food. Jessah asked us to sit with them. But Justina and me were honest and said that Ying ying would mainly talk to her only. She doesn't care about us. so what's the point of sitting there and be ignored when i could be in a group that listens to wad i say and include me into their conversations. But Jessah Promised that Ying ying would talk to us. Justina and me didn't take the chance and site with our normal group.

Then came the boring part. It was suppose to be Service Learning for 2 periods with Mr Renga. But he didn't come...so we played Stress and Truth or dare. I rock at Stress! I still beat Peter at it. hahahhahaha! LOSER!!!!

THen contact time. Teacher didn't come till the last 10 mins. SO it was practically Free period for 3 periods. Awsome.
Then i went to french class for the ORAL!! I TOTALLY SUCKED AT ORAL! GRRRR!!!!
Anyways, i got my french test back. 34/95!! Good enough.

I never gotten 30+ beore. I was quite happy with it. =]

THen i went home alone. So alone. Adil didn't come to MOELC today. Reasons i don't know.
Anyways. Now im chatting with Jonathan again.

He better study hard for his exams....Good luck for that..hope u pass with flying colours....

Came home late because of the Fellowship Night.
Anyways, we had a talk from Fr. Bosco. He told us a few stories and told us a little fact about the bibble.

U know the line " GOD created the world"..Well, the bible was translated from Hebrew. And the word Created in Hebrew, didn't mean created. So, the sentence should be, :God is creating the world"
Then he turned his attention to us, and told us no one could be perfect. And you can't say u were created by ______. Because you are still living. If u say u were created, your trying to say that u are dead. DEADMAN WALKING!

Then her told us a story about 2 people and Beethoven.
There was a man who was a Huge Beethoven Fan, and he went over to Beethoven's grave and prayed for him. Then suddenly he heard 5th Symphony being played backwards. And this man thought it was strange for it to be playing backwards. So The man brought his friend to the grave and both of them prayed for Beethoven. Then suddenly, they heard the 7th Symphony being played backwards. Both of them thought i was strange for this to happen and went to the care taker. They asked the care taker," When me and my friend went to pray for Beethoven, we heard his musical pieces being played backwards. Why is that?". And the care taker just smiled and said," Don't u know, this happens because Beethoven is decomposing."

Surprise ending yes?..haha
Anyways, the only weird thing that happened today was, We had to stand on our chairs!!...Haha. (My idea) =]

Oh, i also downloaded new brushes in photoshop. I tried it out too.
Not that nice though..hehe. But nice effort yea!

I also strted in creating my album. Now all i need is the background and a few more things to add to the pictures. and that's all for now i guess

Remember everyone.
You are still being created by god. So imperfections are the perfect thing to have for now. The only time u are perfect is when u are in heaven because there is no Imperfections there.....

Live. Laugh. Love.

U know wad sucks?
JUNE IS COMING! AND BRACES ARE COMING ALSO!!!
GRRR! im going to cry...100% think so.

I don't really want june to come because it's too much work. I have to move to my new home during june. It's such a hassle. I already packed the fragile stuff, Deryl's robot collection and stuff toys. And the sad thing is...IT'S A HDB!!! HDB!!! Can u believe that!?? grr! 15 years of my life, and i never lived in a HDB! EVER!
First 5 years : Private house in the phil.
10 years : CONDO.

It's like so not fair ok!..no offence to people who live in HDB. But when i saw the toilets...i freaked!..so tiny....can't fit a bathtub there, lols.
I know im being like a total brat about this but come on! Why a HDB! saded . All the neighbours do is complain and complain and comlpain... and my soon to be neighbour is so nosey!...

ok...enough about the bratey girl who doesn't want to live in a HDB. Time for an update on my day:

Today, we had our results back. Our SS teacher didn't come so we didn't get our reuslts back for SS.

here's a total so far.

English : 71/100
Chem: 37/50
Phy: 34 /50
GEO: 34/50
E-math : 39/58 and 53/75
A-math :36 /40
SS: ?

Quite bad right? I should have tried harder. grr!...
When i went to tuiton and showed my Tuition teacher the test paper... he was surprised because we were doing a different standard of maths. He wanted to talk to ms dawn and tell her wad she is doing is wrong and should test us wad we are suppose to be tested on.

You see. My maths teacher treats us like EXPRESS students. so her standards are quite high. And i told that to my Tuition teacher. And he said, Of course we'll get lousy marks! if she wants us to get good marks, she would test us according to our position. NA stream!

Oh well, since she wants to play that game, we'll play that game!

We got our results back in school
Today, English, Physics and A-math papers were returned...it was actually a good start

English, i had the highest. 71.875 / 100. It was a real shock because i tot Jessah would get the highest.

Anyways, i was quite happy with what i had. And then we went to physics. =]
i had 34/50. All i need now is to pass my chemistry. Then i could calculate how many marks do i have for science...I hope it's a 40+....then i reached my target..whoo!..

But the A-maths ruined my mood to do anything. I failed!!!!...and i worked hard for that subject....was so disappointed. I only gotten 36/80. I just hope that my CA marks could boost it up to a pass.

Most of the class felt super down about the poor grades. And we were quite pissed off with Ms Dawn Ng! We were already upset about our scores and yet, She was nagging like hell. My friends and me were thinking.." She doesn't know when to shut up does she.=.=". I mean we are upset of our scores, give us some time to like, get use to it because she makes the paper super hard. We are not EXPRESS! but why the heck does she treat us like one.

Ms dawn also said, "no point in ccrying over your PATHETIC scores. what's done is done." Very encouraging right...
At least show some sympathy and say " it's ok. You tried your best, you just have to try harder next time."

After A-math was MT. Joo Eun, Keonah, Jessah and me were just moaping about the A-maths results. Didn't feel like doing anything after that. I just went home and sleep.

Now, im chatting with Jonathan and Eidrian. Still feeling a little moodless but at least im happy

You know, After reading a few blogs.
Kevin, Jonathan, Ate jhe-ann, ect...

Mainly was focused on Ate jhe-ann's blog. I read the one about Debuts and i just realized....I am never gonna have one. Ever! Not in singapore or Phillipines. Not in Singapore because singaporeans never heard of it. Not in Philippines because i have no friends there. And never going to have that because we don't have enough money for that.

Let's start with wad a debut is shall we?
A Debut is a party for girls when they become 18! Their parents would book the hotel ball room and that would be where they celebrate it. The girl would get 18 roses, dance with 18 guys, Starting with the dad!, and then brother and then friends.... i think. But still, Debuts are really fun, but very painful for the wallet. hehe! Anyways, now it's not really compulsory to have a debut when ur 18, you could also treat it as a normal birthday.
But a Debut seems so cool... i mean it has the cake and stuff, like a normal party, but still...seems fun.

Oh well. A normal party surrounded by people you love sounds way better! =]....

Anyways..here's an update of my day
Woke up at 6 and smsed him. And tried to go back to sleep but can't, so i listened to the radio. Then i asked Ate MJ to make me a sunny side up. =]
Then i stayed in front of the tv and on the couch almost feel asleep again. But i couldn't fall asleep because i am meeting him at 2:30. So..... yea..i left my house at 1:45pm. Then he was there first..grr...lols. Anyways the movie was at 3.15 pm. so we had plenty of time. So i went to Build-a-bear-workshop (BABW) and tried to find an outfit for Dilly, but none of them was nice enough. So then we had to go to watch the movie. And surprise surprise! Couple seat..-.-...
but we didn't mind.... so yea..u know the rest of the story..

We watched THE RAMEN GIRL, which was quite funny... then after the show, we went home.... felt quite sad for that...coz i have to wait like a week or so to meet him again...haiz....But i had fun during the movie though
Oh well...I reached simei and stopped by a hawker centre and bought chicken rice, that would be my dinner.

Then i went to TM. And when i reached there...then i noticed smth not quite right.... and when i found out wad it was...i was like OMFG!!!! FHS!!!. Yeap, so i skipped guitar class and went home immediatly ... But wad awaited me back home...dum dum dum..honey roasted wings....must eat again! aahhhh! im gonna be fat! lols....

When i got home, i chatted with Jonathan, am still am...lols..
In Facebook! i made 2 quizes about me...Part 3 will come....100% sure of that...will get so bored till i make a part 3

i'll end here....=] babu!!

I AM SUCH A HAPLESS KLUTZ!

grr.. what is happening to me!??...
I would trip on something everyday, and that never happened. I mean, it didn't happen last year..

i got 3 wounds in a week. The most so far! and i just keep dropping things. I mean. I don't usually do these things.

Here's something i noticed : When ever i am walking home from school or tuition or whatever. I would slip or lose my balance.  yes..some ppl saw me...
And i would drop my phone when i take it out of my pocket. these never happen! never... If i drop my phone...it's would usually be on purpose but now...im dropping things all the time, pens, pencils, CAMERA!, Phone,
Just thank god i didn't drop my laptop. And i hope i won't.

And just recently!..i dropped my moms camera....god!

okies...so far ppl are telling me that i've become girlier and more emotional. And they said that one good thing is that....i do not bottle up my feelings anymore.

But still... i am never used to be this clumsy. Wad is happening to me?.. I don't know.
Why am i telling u guys about this...
Because i want you guys to prepare for the change im going through. who knows i might become girly and clumsy and u guys have to watch out for me and stuff . OR i could be back to normal being me. i just don't know..

Im not pulling the strings here...=] *looks up*  wad are u planning up there??
okies..there's my lil update....

SS and PHYSICS paper today...

Grr... They only gave us 1h 30 mins for SS. and i didn't manage to do 2 questions...6 + 13 marks okay! grr....
Why did they give so little time!!!

Then was break. We, meaning, Wan yi, Kunqin, Renee, Justina and me were in the canteen. While me and Justina studied. Renee, Kunqin and Wan yi played with a ballon. God i hate ballons.... i mean it would sometimes pop unexpectedly....i hate those kinds of surprises... like someone jumps out from somewhere and say BOO! or smth to scare you...

Physics...dum dum dum!
All of us thought i would be hard but OMG! it was so simple! All i had to do was remember the formula's and wad Acceleration is. Acceleration is the change in velocity. yay! i remembered! i could do every question...except the last one..-.-

Went home with Gayatri today. We accompanied Siow wei to the toilet then went to cheers to buy drinks. Yeap...i bought Coke.... It took me sometime to open it...but! it was finally opened by a kind stranger THANK YOU STRANGER!

I went home. And Jonathan wasn't online yet. Hmm...so i chatted with Wan yi, Andre and Ying ying. I was actually planning to sleep first but then... i tot..wad if Jonathan suddenly online hmmm.... so yea.. Skipped sleeping...lols...

Okies...Jonathan finally went online and we talked about stuff....like How would he prevent my suicides and stuff...that was fun.. Then i realized that...whenever im in a bad mood or wadsoever....Jonathan is always there, as he promised....=] I'll always end up with a good mood or feel so much better when im talking to him. Thank you Jonathan, for always being there for me...

Live . Laugh . Love .

My Victim. lols...
All i have to do now is remember how i did that.
It's a little gross but it's awsome.

Second victim. Jonathan. I made him Evil and good...as in
Half his face is zombified or Evilized. and the other half remains the same. His picture would come up soon.

So, Todays events :
No schooL! i woke up at 8.00 and then went back to sleep...haha
yeap. A pure sleepy head....

Then i went online. Kuya mark was online so i said hi!. And then i studied SS governance. BORING...lols then adil was online...
Nth much today...just studied till i was bored of studying. Kevin went online and that's when i asked hin for photos. And then he became my victim.

Here's the Picture of Jonathan...hahahaha!

Yeap...when my mom saw me doing those..she asked me, "what are u doing to them??"

lols...*angel face*

anyways....now im gonna chat and study again...

Enjoy ur pictures guys..;) im going to do Adil's picture Tmr...

nites!

AH FUDGE!
Todays paper were E-Math and Geography

E-math was a peice of cake....but i forgot wad modal and junk means....
and people vowels are your A,E,I,O,U and sometimes Y! Don't forget the all important Y, because that could mean the deduction of 1 mark. or was is 2?

Then it was our break time. While me and my friends ate. We asked each other questions on Geography....testing each other. Questions like : How are Ox-bow lakes formed? How effective are Dykes, bla bla bla

GEOGRAPHY PAPER!
Surely enough. Most of the questions , that me and my friends tested each other on, came up. But!! I don't think i answered it properly...
I GOT SCREWED!
i mean, they should put 2 papers of the same subject together...like day 1 :english 1 - 2
grr...this means i am going to fail GEO!! This means i must do considerably well for SS which is on Tuesday.

Tuesday : SS & PHYSICS
God! The 2 subjects i suck in...these two weekends would be a full head on about SS and Physics and Chemistry.

Since i already made some notes on chemistry and SS. That would provide me with a lil slack. haiz..

Anyways, when i got home today, i ate Fried chicken (chicken joy) for lunch and slept at 3
woke up somwhere around 6+. Still tired though
I didn't even do photoshop today. grr...

ARGH! i feel so stressed out now! I mean, i want to do well, but i have a gutt feeling that im just going to get disappointed by the results. sad

I know i studied hard for these subjects, but i don't think mty parents know that i actually studied... and i would 100% garantee that, if i fail or don't get my expected grade, i am so going to cry!

Here's a little story that i made up.
There was a person that stumbled out of bed. This person was feeling kinda blue today. So she dragged her feet when she went to check her mail. She felt happier after seeing a rose on her doorstep and a note saying, " Someone loves you! Don't forget that".
Then when she was out. It suddenly started raining. There was a stranger that gave her his jacket. when she wanted to thank him. The stranger just smiled. At that moment, she saw a halo on this stranger. And when she went into a dinner to eat with her friend. She forgot her wallet. She felt so dumb, but her friend was kind and gave her a treat. =]
She was still eating a sandwitch when she left the dinner. And then, she saw a homeless person. She gave her sandwitch to him, and they chatted for a while. At that moment, she saw that the homless person's eyes were filled with happines. After much thought. She felt happier because, she knows, her friends are there when she needs them. And she also knows that there is much more kindess the world has to offer.

So the main point is to inspire people to be kind to others. Then you too could seem like an angel in disguise.

Friends that are always there for you, are like your angles on earth. Cherish them.

Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise

*note: I suck at making stories...haha..
I rock at making drama series though... but for inspiring ones....i'll leave that to KEVIN... haha

I stayed home the whole day because. It's MT exam
so i prepared for Goegraphy and Maths. Because i never study for english.

Anyways, i studied till i had a headache. So i slept it away. haha

Anyways, me and my cousin went to Tampines 1 to buy some lunch. so i had a little break there. And just now, i edited a photo...

So, main topic now yea...
TINO ANG DAPAT TITIIN!...nah! im just playing with you....
Time is Percious

Time is precious, time is sweet,
Time flies by on Hermes feet.

The ode is long, an epic too,
Ballads and sonnets cause much to do;
What should a muse therefore try
To please the ear and catch the eye?
A Rubia, perhaps, the thing for you
Or even better, try Haiku.

Time is precious, time does fly,
Time stops not until we die.

Treasure every moment that you have. Live it as though it was your last. You should treasure it more because you share it with someone special, Special enough to spend your TIME with. Remember. Time waits for no man.

So if you want to tell a girl or a guy I LOVE YOU. Say it.Or if you wanted to do something extravigent but don't have the gutts to do it. JUST DO IT! Don't live the rest of your life wondering what would happen if you asked her/him or tried to do it. But i promise you, it would be a memoriable moment.

As they say :
Yesturday was History, Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called a present.

I call it present because your still here with me. Love you baby! =]

REVISION!!!

for all subjects. Actually, i enjoyed it =]
This is my study week so yea, i will enjoy studying....Heck, I even paid attention in French class and understood things

Anyways, the bad thing abt it was, MY BAG WAS VERY HEAVY PPL!!!
haha.
LEFT OUT AGAIN! GRRRRR! It's always like that. Her main concern is with Jessah, Joo Eun, Lin dan, Justina, Koenah...ect.Alone...

Hate it!..who cares yea....gots 6 years of practice. Practice of being ignored that is.

Anyways, I got a call from Ruswin, she was asking me if im going french class. Of course i was. And was going to pay attention too...=]
Then got a call from Adil. He wasn't coming. =[ Oh well right. But im not upset. Because, he told me not to be upset...=]

Paid attention in french class. I understood most of the things and i could actually do most of the questions, correctly may i add. ;) oh! joy joy!

haha...then around 7:00pm. Adil smsed. yea...
My dad then called me. and told me to wait at eastpoint for him. I did..=] then we bought starbucks. Of course, reason i agreed. i didn't want to spend my cash.hehe

Yea. so got Java chip. and waited for my mom. Then i bought a new pair of pants...Whoo!!! lols

then i went home, read Jonathan's blog...interesting

Then now im doing this. and listening to Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)- Lady Gaga
it's a really sweet song...=]

As you watch lovers on the beach cuddling. You are there alone, listening to songs, peaceful and meaningful songs.

Peaceful isn't it. It's like a world with no worries. A world filled with peace, instead of troubles and viruses and Global warming.
Just a wonderful, peaceful world.

And as i was doing that..meaning, Sitting alone at the beach, staring at the sky and sea and listening to songs, i only though of 1 person. The person who i wanted to be beside me there and then. That would be nice. =]

Also climbed that thingy...fun...

Look everyone! I'm a monkey! lols

Anyways, earlier on, me and my cousin went to Chinese Gardens. Photo's of that would also be uploaded so no worries ppl...=]

End for today, it's getting late eh... bye

You know wad?
FROM NOW ON!
i won't put anyone's name or wadever on my blog
i'll just say abt how my day went and so on so forth.
THAT WAY! No one gets hurt while reading my blog or wadever

Nth sad. No information on why im feeling that way. Just short and boring posts!

so today's post:
Woke up at abt 8+. then had breakfast...
then get changed to go to Wild Wild Wet and took some photo's, in facebook

Then we went to WWW. then i found out abt adil reading my Old blog the loverycka.com
Anyways...so sorry...
then, i stayed home all day..

And i thought about smth Jonathan said.
amd you know wad... Im going to change. Into something good or bad, i don't care
But i will try never to show my emotions to anyone ever again.
NO!, Will not post it on the blog, will not tell anyone anymore!

Hope it would slowly and painfully kill me.