Well, im single again.
Adil said he couldn't do this relationship.
I kind of expected this though. But it doesn't mean i wasn't hurt. Yes, i did cry, and im gonna be emo for a while. But im going to try and forget him, and live my life, and be happy.
No, i didn't protest when he asked for the break up, reason, he wanted this. And i don't think i can change his mind. So, might as well accept it ryt? He thought i took it quite well, =]. My acting ain't that bad after all. haha.
Who cares right?
. Plenty of fish in the sea. So i decided, this lil situation would not put me down. Im a strong and independent girl. At least i think i am. =]
But there's no doubt, that i will miss Adil. I still love him and no one could ever replace him. But, im just going to move on. Hope he enjoys his life being single =]...find ur love out there ok, Adil? She's waiting for you, somewhere.
*i know guys, im just lying to myself with all this "Im happy" crap. But there's nth else i can do. And like i said, i would not let this situation drag me down. It's his loss.*
Here's the convo we had :
1:47pmAdil
i cant do this....
1:48pmDenice Erycka
do wat?
1:48pmAdil
this relationship.....
not while i haf all these other problems.....
1:48pmDenice Erycka
ok then
want to end it?
1:49pmAdil
kind of....
im srry....
1:49pmDenice Erycka
it's ok =]
1:49pmAdil
i just need time to reflect first....
.....
dun wait for me....
1:49pmDenice Erycka
sure
1:49pmAdil
-_-
ur taking this better than i expected
1:50pmDenice Erycka
even if i ddnt take this well
i cnt change ur mind now can i
so yea
bye then
1:51pmAdil
....
im really srry if i hurt u....
1:52pmDenice Erycka
yea....
1:52pmAdil
still friends?
1:52pmDenice Erycka
y not?
1:53pmAdil
ok...
well then....
1:54pmAdil
see u around....
Goodbye Adil, It was fun while it lasted.
what we could have been, 05:16.