I am but the wind,
No one sees or cares.
When their of into their own world
I am nothing in the world of theirs
Unknown, unheard and Unseen
Like the secrets told into the wind.

Well, i made that small poem during MT lessons. I wrote that because i feel like i am imvincible or something. My "friends" don't talk or even sit around me. I doubt that they even noticed me. This is the reason why i try stay away from Ying ying and co. To avoid this nasty feeling of lonliness. Coz, no one talkes to me, everyone in the group seems to be too consumed with their own conversations, that they pay no attention to me.
This is why i thank god for friends like Kunqin, Renee, Wan yi, Gayatri, Kevin, Ziana, Blake, Jonathan, ect. They are always there whenever i need them, Thanks guys.
Reason why Adil's name isn't there....is because, his to damn busy to even txt me.

Anyways, yea, so i was kinda emo ever since the morning. But all i can remember about today was my mom shouting at my Maid for trying to quit when her contract isn't even over yet. That means we have to pay her out of it.

BUt seriously guys...if Adil keeps this up...A break up is really gonna happen. I dnt care if i hurt myself in that process....i jst had it!...i cnt...i jst cnt take it anymore...

Standing by my phone to see if he replies...and if i do get an sms, i always hope that is was from him...but it's usually from Kevin, Jonathan, Wan yi or shahib...
I always check my phone...i even read our the messages he sent me last time....i really miss talking to him...

But the sad thing is....The love that i have for Adil...is slowly going away.....im sorry, but im just saying the truth,

OK, this might just be me emoting on my blog...but...it's still the truth...
I still love u adil....
But, it's disappearing, day by day....let's see how long the love can last